fic: (you are) under my skin (steve/tony)
May. 9th, 2026 11:22 pmThis is what I wrote for the
highadrenalineexchange
Title: (you are) under my skin
Fandom: MCU
Pairing/Characters: Steve/Tony
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 10,046
Summary: Steve has always liked to draw. He finds he likes drawing Tony the most.
Title: (you are) under my skin
Fandom: MCU
Pairing/Characters: Steve/Tony
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 10,046
Summary: Steve has always liked to draw. He finds he likes drawing Tony the most.
gift work (kirk/spock)
May. 9th, 2026 11:16 pmTitle: Don't change the past
Author:
Fandom: Star Trek: AOS
Pairing/Characters: Kirk/Spock
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 11,566
Summary: When Spock gets sick and the only thing that can save his life is a plant that went extinct when Vulcan was destroyed, Kirk uses the memories that he gained from ambassador Spock to come up with a desperate plan to save him, by visiting Vulcan before its end. While there, Kirk finds an injured Amanda Greyson and must make a split second decision, to save her, or to keep his word to the Guardian of Forever that he wouldn't change anything about the past. Meanwhile, Spock is fighting for his life and might not resist until Kirk returns.
I love time travel fics, especially when it comes to Kirk fighting for Spock! Plus making it possible for Amanda to live makes it even better. :D
wip meme
May. 6th, 2026 11:14 pmI snagged this from
maevedarcy, who came up with it.
Rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people comment with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it!
My WIPs
-platonic hanahaki (eddie & christopher)
-(what if we) rewrite the stars (buddie/eddie musician au)
-it's easy to pretend (that we don't have something real) (clois fake dating)
-i'm superwoman (clois role reversal)
-hallmark au (lois/lana)
-i'm not yours (but i want to be) (clark/oliver amnesia/fake engagement)
-pining social media (hollanov)
Rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people comment with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it!
My WIPs
-platonic hanahaki (eddie & christopher)
-(what if we) rewrite the stars (buddie/eddie musician au)
-it's easy to pretend (that we don't have something real) (clois fake dating)
-i'm superwoman (clois role reversal)
-hallmark au (lois/lana)
-i'm not yours (but i want to be) (clark/oliver amnesia/fake engagement)
-pining social media (hollanov)
current fandom events
May. 6th, 2026 10:55 pm
For all Mankind 5.07
May. 6th, 2026 09:16 amIn which Boyd and Miles share Benjamin Sisko duties - or is one of them Dax?
( Past Tense: The For All Mankind Edition )
( Past Tense: The For All Mankind Edition )
last thing meme
May. 5th, 2026 11:11 pmI snagged this from
maevedarcy, who created it for 3 Weeks 4 Dreamwidth. :)
The last...
Movie I watched: Something on Hallmark? I don't remember. In theaters, it was Superman.
Series I finished: Heated Rivalry
Book I finished: Game Changers - Rachel Reid
Book I bought: I don't remember? I get my books from the library
Book I received as a gift: A dessert recipe book from a family friend
Food I ate: Ice cream
Meal I cooked: Enchiladas
Drink I had: Water
Song I listened to: 12 to 12 by Sombr
Album I listened to: I don't listen to whole albums much. Maybe it was The Life of a Showgirl
Playlist I listened to: Heated Rivalry on Spotify
Concert I went to: Can't remember, it's been too long
Game I played: Does Wordle count?
Person I talked to: My mom
Person I texted: My friend
The last...
Movie I watched: Something on Hallmark? I don't remember. In theaters, it was Superman.
Series I finished: Heated Rivalry
Book I finished: Game Changers - Rachel Reid
Book I bought: I don't remember? I get my books from the library
Book I received as a gift: A dessert recipe book from a family friend
Food I ate: Ice cream
Meal I cooked: Enchiladas
Drink I had: Water
Song I listened to: 12 to 12 by Sombr
Album I listened to: I don't listen to whole albums much. Maybe it was The Life of a Showgirl
Playlist I listened to: Heated Rivalry on Spotify
Concert I went to: Can't remember, it's been too long
Game I played: Does Wordle count?
Person I talked to: My mom
Person I texted: My friend
Season of Drabbles fics
May. 5th, 2026 09:05 amSeason of Drabbles is revealed! I wrote 5 things, and enjoyed being super sneaky about at least a couple of them for a change.
As Sholio:
Orchestral (Biggles, 200 wds)
Biggles/EvS on a music-related "date."
Time and Tide (Star Trek TOS, 700 wds, Spock/McCoy [sort of])
I was hunting around for other people to treat, saw this person mention time loops among their interests, and realized it would be really interesting to try writing a drabble sequence in which each drabble was an iteration of the time loop.
(This was also one of the ones I mentioned that was a fandom I've never written before. Particularly neat in this case since this is far and away one of my oldest "fandoms" - I use that in quotes because I'm not sure if you can call it that when you're as young as I was when I first watched episodes on TV a very long time ago, but it's definitely something I've had feelings about since an early age.)
As AltSholio:
A New Normal (Agent Carter, 100 wds, Jack & Peggy)
My actual assignment, and I had fun with it! Just a bit of post-canon adjustment and banter.
Stay (Biggles, 100 wds, h/c)
H/C fluff for the win.
Second Contact (Project Hail Mary, 300 wds, Grace & Rocky & Adrian)
Grace meeting Adrian. This would be the other fandom I hadn't written before, and probably wouldn't have under my main because there's not likely to be any more of it, but I enjoyed writing this little treat!
As Sholio:
Orchestral (Biggles, 200 wds)
Biggles/EvS on a music-related "date."
Time and Tide (Star Trek TOS, 700 wds, Spock/McCoy [sort of])
I was hunting around for other people to treat, saw this person mention time loops among their interests, and realized it would be really interesting to try writing a drabble sequence in which each drabble was an iteration of the time loop.
(This was also one of the ones I mentioned that was a fandom I've never written before. Particularly neat in this case since this is far and away one of my oldest "fandoms" - I use that in quotes because I'm not sure if you can call it that when you're as young as I was when I first watched episodes on TV a very long time ago, but it's definitely something I've had feelings about since an early age.)
As AltSholio:
A New Normal (Agent Carter, 100 wds, Jack & Peggy)
My actual assignment, and I had fun with it! Just a bit of post-canon adjustment and banter.
Stay (Biggles, 100 wds, h/c)
H/C fluff for the win.
Second Contact (Project Hail Mary, 300 wds, Grace & Rocky & Adrian)
Grace meeting Adrian. This would be the other fandom I hadn't written before, and probably wouldn't have under my main because there's not likely to be any more of it, but I enjoyed writing this little treat!
Paint colors
May. 3rd, 2026 10:16 amI was talking to The Husband last night about a video game he's been playing, an indie game that is apparently a two-person production (it's made by a husband and wife team of developers) and that segued into talking about Babylon 5 and Marvel, and he said something that I wanted to write down because I think it's always going to stick with me.
"Every person's brain emits a particular color of paint. If you mix too many of them together, you just get mud."
You can massage the metaphor in various directions - sometimes mixing together different paint colors is lovely! Or, if all you have to look at is suburban beige, any color really stands out. One person's garish or too pastel is another person's perfect hue. And so forth. It's just such a lovely way to look at it, and I will be thinking about that for a while. I like having different unique paint colors to look at, and refining my own.
"Every person's brain emits a particular color of paint. If you mix too many of them together, you just get mud."
You can massage the metaphor in various directions - sometimes mixing together different paint colors is lovely! Or, if all you have to look at is suburban beige, any color really stands out. One person's garish or too pastel is another person's perfect hue. And so forth. It's just such a lovely way to look at it, and I will be thinking about that for a while. I like having different unique paint colors to look at, and refining my own.
Exchange things!
May. 2nd, 2026 10:46 pmI signed up for Season of Drabbles on an impulse under a new account called AltSholio (note my A+++ socking skills). In the past I've been slightly inhibited about signing up for some kinds of exchanges that I would've been more likely to try back on LJ - drabbles, fanart, that kind of thing, stuff that's a bit out of place on my main account - so I created this new account so I can play around with things that I might otherwise hesitate to try.
Anyway, I had fun and I ended up writing 5 things across both that and my main account - two of which are for fandoms I've never written before! And I got two delightful gifts as AltSholio:
Bygones (Agent Carter, 200 wds, Jack & Peggy)
A sweet little season 2 coda, very much in character.
We'll Meet Again (Biggles, 600 wds)
Slightly AU next meeting for Biggles and EvS, set in the early 1920s. Great characterization and a delightful concept!
Author reveals will be on Tuesday.
Anyway, I had fun and I ended up writing 5 things across both that and my main account - two of which are for fandoms I've never written before! And I got two delightful gifts as AltSholio:
Bygones (Agent Carter, 200 wds, Jack & Peggy)
A sweet little season 2 coda, very much in character.
We'll Meet Again (Biggles, 600 wds)
Slightly AU next meeting for Biggles and EvS, set in the early 1920s. Great characterization and a delightful concept!
Author reveals will be on Tuesday.
May is upon us, like a ton of ice cubes
May. 1st, 2026 08:37 pmFirst of May, first of May, outdoor fuc--

Perhaps not.
This is the path off through the woods to one of our favorite walking spots. The driveway is SLIGHTLY less dire; at least you can walk on it.

Rumor has it that it might snow this weekend. Apparently it's snowing like blazes in the mountains just south of Anchorage.
This, like all things, will pass, but I'm looking forward to a return to summer.

Perhaps not.
This is the path off through the woods to one of our favorite walking spots. The driveway is SLIGHTLY less dire; at least you can walk on it.

Rumor has it that it might snow this weekend. Apparently it's snowing like blazes in the mountains just south of Anchorage.
This, like all things, will pass, but I'm looking forward to a return to summer.
Crusade mk 2
Apr. 30th, 2026 10:30 pmIf anyone wants to read me ranting extensively about the Crusade episode "Visitors From Down the Street" you can read it at Tumblr here. (Or Tumblr logged-in link.) Feel free to disagree in comments, I'm fine with that but GOD I hated this episode so much.
Roma Eterna
Apr. 30th, 2026 07:51 pmShe who travels to the Eternal City and surrounding countryside for a couple of days is obliged to share the pictorial results. :)

( Behold the Mirror of Diana - Nemi )
( Where Popes and Roman Emperors spent their summer vacations )
( Tusculum: Where Cicero shared all the hot gossip with Atticus )
And then I visited Rome itself.
( The City. Its World. )

( Behold the Mirror of Diana - Nemi )
( Where Popes and Roman Emperors spent their summer vacations )
( Tusculum: Where Cicero shared all the hot gossip with Atticus )
And then I visited Rome itself.
( The City. Its World. )
Babylon 5: Crusade (4 episodes in, but not in order)
Apr. 30th, 2026 12:39 pmI tried watching the short-lived B5 spinoff Crusade. I have terrible news: I really like it!
It was a good choice on Past Me's part to not jump immediately into the B5 spinoff material. (At this point, I've still only seen "In the Beginning" as far as the movies go.) I think if I'd watched this right after the main show, which is definitely much better, I'd have been disappointed, but now that it's been a year or so, I'm delighted! Every time main show canon gets a shout-out, I bounce a little!
I've seen episodes 1 and 9-11, for reasons I will get into under the cut.
( Four episodes in. )
Anyway, it's a bit sad that this never had a chance to find its feet the way the first season of B5 did. (Also, it certainly makes it clear that as much as B5 got editorially messed around, it could have been so much worse.) I would have liked a couple of seasons of this to watch, but there are still a few more episodes, and I expect I'll enjoy those.
It was a good choice on Past Me's part to not jump immediately into the B5 spinoff material. (At this point, I've still only seen "In the Beginning" as far as the movies go.) I think if I'd watched this right after the main show, which is definitely much better, I'd have been disappointed, but now that it's been a year or so, I'm delighted! Every time main show canon gets a shout-out, I bounce a little!
I've seen episodes 1 and 9-11, for reasons I will get into under the cut.
( Four episodes in. )
Anyway, it's a bit sad that this never had a chance to find its feet the way the first season of B5 did. (Also, it certainly makes it clear that as much as B5 got editorially messed around, it could have been so much worse.) I would have liked a couple of seasons of this to watch, but there are still a few more episodes, and I expect I'll enjoy those.
The Testaments 1.06
Apr. 30th, 2026 10:40 amBlessed be! The Aunt Lydia narrated episode has arrived!
( Spoilers don’t know whether they’re a phoenix or a cockroach… )
( Spoilers don’t know whether they’re a phoenix or a cockroach… )
For All Mankind 5.06 and The Testaments 1.05
Apr. 27th, 2026 04:26 pmLiots of things to do, and places to see (there willl be a pic spam), but I did catch up on the two shows.
For All Mankind 5.06:
( Spoilers think Mars is theirs… )
The Testaments 1.05:
( Spoilers consider a Prom in Gilead to be incredibly creepy and aesthetic at hte same time… )
For All Mankind 5.06:
( Spoilers think Mars is theirs… )
The Testaments 1.05:
( Spoilers consider a Prom in Gilead to be incredibly creepy and aesthetic at hte same time… )
Dinosaurs!!
Apr. 26th, 2026 10:55 amI'm reading a book on recent research on dinosaur evolution (The Rise and Fall of the Dinosaurs by Steve Brusatte - apparently he has a book on bird evolution coming out soon and I'm definitely picking that up when I can) and it is blowing my miiiiiiind.
For example!
Did you know birds don't have hollow bones because they evolved them to fly? Birds have hollow bones because dinosaurs (saurians in particular - like Brontosaurus type creatures - but some of the other lineages as well) evolved them because it gave them an edge on growing large without being overly heavy, cooling themselves, and efficiently extracting oxygen from the air to support their enormous bodies. The super-efficient lungs that birds have were also a dinosaur adaptation to being big in hot climates, not a bird adaptation to flight. So basically, birds have ultralight bones and efficient lungs not because they evolved them to fly, but because dinosaurs needed these things in order to grow huge, and this turned out to be incidentally useful in radiating out into aerial niches when they began to evolve wings.
I also find it a fascinating experience to read this paleontology book when I've done so much reading on archaeology as a hobby interest. Archaeology books go into great depth on careful excavation techniques, sifting all the tiny bits of material and keeping everything in its proper location, and how incredibly tragic it is that so many sites of the past were excavated carelessly and so all of that information on the relative positioning of discoveries and small bits of material is lost ...
Meanwhile, paleontologists: so we took our hammers and started hacking up this rock formation to get the bones out. :D Also a local rancher sold us a dinosaur skeleton he found!!
(I mean I'm exaggerating a bit and the huge time difference is important, but also, lol.)
Another thing I was thinking about in one particular chapter, though the book doesn't address it specifically, is something I've thought about before, which is that we assume some creatures are primitive representations of what their kind used to look like, when in fact they are perfectly well adapted to their current niche, and their ancestors looked nothing like that. Alligators and crocodiles are the thing I was thinking of here - they look primitive, with those sprawling legs and inefficient means of walking, but in fact, early crocodiles hundreds of millions of years ago had their legs under the body and could sprint like a greyhound. (Which is terrifying, by the way.) They look like they do now, not because they could never run - they could! - but because other, more efficient dry-land runners out-competed them and they lost the running ability and retreated into the amphibious predator niche that they currently occupy.
Another example of this, not from this book - recent research on the human evolutionary tree suggests (at least according to one book I was reading a while back on the Miocene period) that the ancestor of both humans and chimpanzees was a sort of generalist creature, a couple of tens of million years back, that could both climb trees and walk upright. Humans ended up adapting to the walking/striding niche and losing the tree climbing, while chimpanzees did the opposite, adapted to climbing trees and became much less efficient at moving about on the ground. So rather than descending from a chimpanzee-like tree climber, we and chimpanzees are both specialized creatures who do not resemble our common ancestor all that much.
I just love this kind of thing.
For example!
Did you know birds don't have hollow bones because they evolved them to fly? Birds have hollow bones because dinosaurs (saurians in particular - like Brontosaurus type creatures - but some of the other lineages as well) evolved them because it gave them an edge on growing large without being overly heavy, cooling themselves, and efficiently extracting oxygen from the air to support their enormous bodies. The super-efficient lungs that birds have were also a dinosaur adaptation to being big in hot climates, not a bird adaptation to flight. So basically, birds have ultralight bones and efficient lungs not because they evolved them to fly, but because dinosaurs needed these things in order to grow huge, and this turned out to be incidentally useful in radiating out into aerial niches when they began to evolve wings.
I also find it a fascinating experience to read this paleontology book when I've done so much reading on archaeology as a hobby interest. Archaeology books go into great depth on careful excavation techniques, sifting all the tiny bits of material and keeping everything in its proper location, and how incredibly tragic it is that so many sites of the past were excavated carelessly and so all of that information on the relative positioning of discoveries and small bits of material is lost ...
Meanwhile, paleontologists: so we took our hammers and started hacking up this rock formation to get the bones out. :D Also a local rancher sold us a dinosaur skeleton he found!!
(I mean I'm exaggerating a bit and the huge time difference is important, but also, lol.)
Another thing I was thinking about in one particular chapter, though the book doesn't address it specifically, is something I've thought about before, which is that we assume some creatures are primitive representations of what their kind used to look like, when in fact they are perfectly well adapted to their current niche, and their ancestors looked nothing like that. Alligators and crocodiles are the thing I was thinking of here - they look primitive, with those sprawling legs and inefficient means of walking, but in fact, early crocodiles hundreds of millions of years ago had their legs under the body and could sprint like a greyhound. (Which is terrifying, by the way.) They look like they do now, not because they could never run - they could! - but because other, more efficient dry-land runners out-competed them and they lost the running ability and retreated into the amphibious predator niche that they currently occupy.
Another example of this, not from this book - recent research on the human evolutionary tree suggests (at least according to one book I was reading a while back on the Miocene period) that the ancestor of both humans and chimpanzees was a sort of generalist creature, a couple of tens of million years back, that could both climb trees and walk upright. Humans ended up adapting to the walking/striding niche and losing the tree climbing, while chimpanzees did the opposite, adapted to climbing trees and became much less efficient at moving about on the ground. So rather than descending from a chimpanzee-like tree climber, we and chimpanzees are both specialized creatures who do not resemble our common ancestor all that much.
I just love this kind of thing.